I didnt realize today marked week three until just now (3:08 PM). Well I must say, I am feeling discouraged for a few reasons, and trying not to just say forget it!
1. I do not seem to be losing any pounds. I weighed in today at 230.3, that did not make me smile at all. I know this is my fault. I did not stay within my calorie count a couple days, and the scale is reminding me of that.
2. I just want to eat. It is as simple as that, I just want to eat without counting and calculating. I know that I can if I make better choices, but the things I want to eat, are not as healthy as they need to be for me to be able to "just eat".
3. It does not feel like a lifestyle. This whole calorie counting thing does not feel like a lifestyle to me yet. I guess by now I expected to be extremely comfortable in what I knew about food. Like I would be able to just eye ball measurements, and I would have a deeper understanding of how many calories foods were in general...WRONG.
4. Exercise is not my favorite thing! I still do not like exercising. I have yet to go to the gym, and I know I need to. I have been walking and doing wii fit, which is good, but not great.
I do have a moment of celebration: I was about to do 12 situps yesterday!!! I was so stoked. In addition to that, I can tell my arm muscles are becoming more toned. So even though there are many reasons for wanting to give up, there are a few for wanting to hang on.
Lately I have been wanting everything sweet, I have to research and see what that is all about...I will let you know...Until thinner comes, I will continue pushing and planning. After all, I am just fine tuning the treasure that I am!
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